since 0.9.5.90, the saved loadout functionality has been broken. respawning with a saved loadout makes your primary weapon unusable. the bug has got worse, in that it now disables the player's inventory.
the 0.9.6.38 [[ https://reforger.armaplatform.com/news/september-29-experimental | experimental changelog]] incorrectly states that this bug has been fixed. in addtion, the previous ticket for this issue (#T166317) has been closed, despite the fact that the bug is not only still active, but has got worse (now totally disabling the user's inventory).